I am not one to go around preaching gospel or throwing my faith in God at anyone but I just feel I have to do it today, especially in light of my recent struggles and moods.
For the last several months I have been doubting my self - worth and my capability to function as an adult out in the real world. I felt like no matter what I did I could not succeed and this was hard because I had never experienced it before. I know that I am a hard worker and valuable but no matter how much I tried to remind myself of that, the negative thoughts overrode the positive ones.
Now I am not a huge religious person, but I do believe in God and he has always seemed to keep me safe. Quite honestly though the last few months I began to understand how people can lose faith in God. I just kept going "Why are you making me doubt myself and go through this?"
Luckily I stuck it out (what can I say, I am stubborn!) and within just 5 short days I have been blessed with positive thoughts from all over! I am not sure if I agree with the path God choose to take me on but the end result is a good one!
Stuff about me, Chad, Shelby or any other random thoughts I feel like writing about
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Everything happens for a reason, even if that reason is not immediately clear to us. You will become stronger in ways you may never thought were possible. Take small steps. Leaping too high and too fast leads to mistakes and owies! You are an amazing person, friend, mommy, wifey, daughter and sister. You are smart, sexy, loyal, and fun. I feel good things coming your way. And I love you lotsest
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